Carnival days..

so today i went to the carnival again, and i think im tired of them now. No more until the timber carnival decides to roll its ass around. Ugh. It wasnt even half as much as fun as it was last night. But guess what?! I saw Ricky for like 2 seconds. And we were at target and he rode by on his bike to the carnival and then like dropped it off over by the gravitron and like he wanst there at all. So when i was on the fickin ferris wheel hes over by the old emporium. grrr. i wanted to talk to him! oh well tho.

I was on this ride thing and i was like thinking of Jordon the whoooole time. I don't know, i just could not get him off my mind. So i was just like Moping around and not having fun and everything. Why do i get like that whenever i do think about him?! I don't think about him much. I used to. But not no more. *shrugs*

My sister, shes like frickin selfish. She doesnt do shit around the house and whenever sumone asks her to 'come here' she throws a fucking fit. and then i'm the one who has to go do whatever she was sposed to do. I soooo can not wait until this summer when i can get away from her.

Well i am sick again, and uhh, i am gonna hit the sack super duper early tonight. I still feel like im on that dayum gravitron. (The guy who works it is hella fine =P ) Until next time kidders

...bitch are you retarded?...

weeee. Ok so its april fools day. So. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY KIDDOS!!! (l0l) i have no idea how today is gonna turn out. Im hoping that all will be well. All was well yesterday until i got home. Yip!! So thats ok tho. Cuz i'm a loser. So hmmm...yesterday...well, the day went well, i had to talk to mr anderson..and hes gonna know that im failing..so i have to meet with him AGAIN, i swear, i hate counselors. Yah, but, yesterday...nvm, anyways, not much happened after that, during 7th period i had the spelling thing. (l0l) i did so bad. But thats ok. Cuz ya. But hmm. Then i had C.H.O.I.C.E.S after school. It was pretty kewl i guess. Then i got home and got depressed as usual but thats ok. Today when i get hom im gonna try to stay happy, becuz it is sunny outside!!! Im actually gonna see if i can stay home today. So i dont know. I havent done that in a while. (l0l), last night at like 7:45 i was tired and just blah feeling...so i went and layed down n listened to 702 (yes i know, old, but who cares?) and i fell asleep, so like at 9:30 my sister goes into my bathroom and she like turns the water on in the shower and i all "IM LATE FOR SCHOOL!!" and shes all like "what?" and im all "its 9:30!" and shes all "yaaaaaaaah" so im all "well..." so i like get up and im dressed and im all like "wtf?" so into my bathroom and its like black outside. (l0l) my sister was laughing. I felt so dumb. But yaaaaah. I am dumb =) Ohhh u know what i hate?! Cheerleaders. (l0l) i have friends that are, but like, i dont really like them, i dont know, i just never have liked them. Stupid Whores=)
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Well kiddos, im getting tired of typing so i am gonna go, Have an awesome april fools day oooh and i know where u all live =) ((not really, but we can play pretend!!!))

kk...yah i was looking thru pictures n everything in my notebook thinnnng...annnnd this is what i found... blah...











haha sooooo yah...the last one is my favorite...I drew that one..earlier...i was bored...lol...sooo uh huh...laterrrr kiddos

...Cupids the one to blame...

today was ok i guess. P.E...that was kewl...i participated in the "if youre happy and you know it" song...even tho i wasnt necessarily happy. But..*shrugs* it was kewl. So i saw some peoples today. Sean jayne, like he cut his hair, and he looks older, and hes actually...cute now, he was before, but oh well. and david, yesterday was his birthday...so i gave him a hug =) I also gave travis a hug today too. I like giving people hugs!!! and they like me giving them hugs. hehe. Oh yes before i ferget...Tomorrow i have to take part in the "McSpelling Contest" for "good" spellers. Im like "oooook" becuz i got the 3rd highest score out of 6 diff classes. But oh well. I got 14 out of 25. so imma do bad on it. Last year i got 16 out of 25. So i failed this year =( Blah...oh well. i ate lunch today...sorda...i like at sum of vicky's chips, and half of my pizza and a sucker. It was awesome-o!!! God i dont know what imma do, im sooo gonna be grounded from the phone here in a couple weeks. and its gonna piss me off. I dont know. I cant stand not talking on the phone. Its umm...Not...normal. cuz yah i am usually always on the phone, like right now =)!!! i got an easter card from my mom today. Im like "ok i dont want this" but oh well i still have it and i spilled water all over it. Yep...see how much i care?! ALOT! (l0l) ooh today anthony, he took my pencil, and like licked it...and then he took my notes that i wrote to Elisia and Sasha and read them...lol it was great...and then he took my homework...and thennnn will stuck a pencil down my pants and i squealed...lol it was great hes all "oooh it turned u on!!" and im all "Oh yah will" sooooo....ya...im like just sittin here staring at my phone..thinking about getting up...lol...

welllll kiddos, i know i intrest you so much, but i have not much more to say...
hate you all =)

Hey, well this is my first post, and i know the layout is dumb..but thats ok...im thinkin imma ask lissa fer a kewl layout =)